Dear future babies,
Today I bought a little baby vest with rainbows on it. In our infertility community rainbows symbolise a baby who is born after sadness or loss. I very much hope I can see you wear this vest, it will make me the happiest mummy ever!
I don’t know what came over me, I don’t normally look at the baby clothes as they make me so sad, I also would hate to tempt fate by buying it, I don’t even know if I’ll keep it or give it to someone else but for now I’ve tucked it away in the back of the wardrobe. I like to think it gives me a little hope that one day I’ll be getting it back out to wash ready for your arrival.
Love Mum xx
